Jealousy . . .

There will always be the kind of people who will hate you no matter what good things you do to them, who will never thank you or congrate you for your success even though they pretend to be your friends, who will keep plagiarizing your thoughts and ideas and keep being a copy of you but actually the reason why they do that is because they envy you for what you have and have made so far in your life and don’t want to admit it, not even to themselves.

Getting out from a dark hole, she finds it difficult to open her eyes, to admire the scenery’s beauty. She wishes she never walked out from where she used to live; hiden and unknown. She prefers loneliness over this bright light. God only knows how many shining stars used to make her life so bright which all faded away now, letting her struggle in a huge world of darkness. She never wants to admit it though; admit that she was not made for such places, that she is destined to shine and to move the whole world upside down, that she is the one who will change everything and blind them all.

- How is she?

- Who?

- The one you dumped me for.

- What? there is no girl in the story ..

- I know, I wasn’t talking about a girl. I was talking about life. How is life?

- . . .

- You dumped me for life, didn’t you? So how is it going, without me? Are you having the fun you hoped for, the freedom you gave up on the love of your life for?

- But I’ve never given up on you, I loved you ..

- But you loved life more, to a point that you sacrified your love for it; the love you pretend to have towards me. Was it too difficult to hold on a little bit harder and choose me instead?

- No, but ..

- Don’t explain it. I know exactly what happened. You weren’t brave enough, and you didn’t thought for a second that, without you, I will be this strong, this happy and this beautiful .. Now that you chose your own way, let me tell you that you did the right thing. You helped me to know what I really deserve in life; I deserve all the things that have nothing to do with you or your name.